7-23-20 [11/23/20: We gave the presentation today. And left today?! What? Ohh yeah. We arrived today. Mmm dairy queen. I remember doing our weekly checkin in the airport. Wearing mask. Then transcribed in car and a little bit plane. Ahhh. I was stressed out about getting there. Uncomfortable? UTI maybe? Had mask on backward. Little… Continue reading 7-23-20
Category: Journal
a fictionalized, madlibian journal i imagine to be kept by somebody like and unlike myself. a writing exercise.
“cybernetic serendipity”
(the way a too-full archive bends back into banality)
“The drama of the notebook—and the immediacy of certain marks, erasures, rewrites—cannot be overemphasized, as though the notebook were a kind of feedback device working in tandem with the performance works themselves.”
7-22-20
July 22nd 2020 8:26 PM Dad just sent the email that [] got into medical school! Crazy! Called him to congratulate. Tell him I’m proud. Crazy. To be honest I was really sussed out; figured he didn’t get in and I didn’t want to press. Damn. As I told [] suddenly the fuck up child.… Continue reading 7-22-20
7-20-20
Monday July 20th 2020 11:08 AM Okay order of activities: whip up draft of statement. Looking at other statements. I guess… Yeah. Into the google calendar. Alright. Let’s get it. Or should I be reading the what’s its face. Nah fuck it. Wait til noon for that shit. Okay. Headphones on I think. Sitting at… Continue reading 7-20-20
7-19-20
Sunday July 19th 2020 1:15 AM Wanted to write it down before I lost it. Lost it a little bit already (having showered… [] riffing off… a man van, plan, ran…. sprinted into the room sans towel). Just to say: Yesterday daydreamed right right you know all this then watched kill bill & two episodes… Continue reading 7-19-20
7-18-20
Saturday July 18th 2020 1:00 PM Yesterday [] said six days ’til Chicago. Yikes. Looks like I didn’t do a (Pages) journal yesterday. Two calls in the morn which were long. And which showed trepidation, in a good way. Then spent the rest of it reading Duus and arguing with []. Did finish first five… Continue reading 7-18-20
7-17-20
7-17-20 10:54pm: reading duus on noguchi. it’s interesting. read farewell as warfare to be fair psychological beforehand pg 108 [11/23/20: I think me and [] had… planned to walk? to CTown? At 6:30 PM: Yes I believe so.]
7-16-20
Thursday July 16th 2020 8:41 PM Long day. Sigh. Did I help or just make somebody’s day worse. 10:05pm: reading duus just came. never made connection bw hapless and happy [11/23/20: had an oral history for work. That morning had a crazy staff meeting — oh sorry that afternoon. [] giving presentation. Baseball bat wielding… Continue reading 7-16-20
7-15-20
Wednesday July 15th 2020 10:30 AM July feels slightly slower than June at least. But still fast. Should say I woke up feeling a little sad this morning. I guess I was thinking about what [] told me last night that [] is self conscious about her teeth because of a lack of health care… Continue reading 7-15-20
7-14-20
Tuesday July 14th 2020 10:41 AM God. I went for April. Quarantine has been an eternal April. Now hot. Worried about []. Slept a lot last night! Started watching Totoro. Very sweet. Um. Dad is going to be tight at my recklessness. Mass return too long; also; um, gave him the wrong addresses cuz I… Continue reading 7-14-20
7-13-20
Monday July 13th 2020 3:27 PM Just one of those days you know. Or it wasn’t always until it descended. But it’s okay. Up again. Um. All staff at nine. Over [] stuff. Sigh. So tired now. But yeah. I was happy in some ways and displeased in others. Fought [] at the intern meeting.… Continue reading 7-13-20